Yes, Sleep, I've really missed you. I know I see you a little, here & there most nights. But we never really hang out anymore. You know when I used to see you EVERY night, for like, 7 hours at least? Yeahhh, those were the days, man. Those were the good times. *sigh*
Oh to be able to truly sleep through the night and wake up rested, and without that icky cold sweat business. To not see faces in the dark, to not hear, smell & taste things I'd rather never again. To not lie awake, staring at the shapes the street lamps make on my ceiling, because I ache too much to get up, but I can't sleep. Nightmares I can live with, I have after all. But the not sleeping at all? Or worse still, finally falling asleep, only to wake 20 minutes later, over and over, til my alarm blares in my ear and then feel so exhausted I can't even drag my butt out of bed. Yes, I slept much better over 15 months ago, and I look forward to sleeping again.
While I'm not super dedicated to this just yet, I can say it helps. Thank you Lord for Your mercy.
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