Talketh the heart, to heal thy head...

My head hasn't been right for over a year now, since I suffered a tragic encounter with a co-worker, who wouldn't take "no" for an answer. People have told me since then; to never blame myself, it wasn't my fault, I couldn't have known what he had planned. There's no way to go back and change it. You can only keep living and keep healing.

That's part of what this is, journaling my thoughts to keep track of my progress. And just a place to give 'voice' to my thoughts.





Just like Mal, I'm just looking for some Serenity. Granted, I won't likely find it in the form of a space ship, but I may find it in a new direction in my life. My former career, also like Mal, was mililtary and that career is no more with no chance of resurrection. Can I forget it? No. Do I want to? Sometimes. Does my expiriences both help & haunt me these days? You betcha! More than you can imagine. But I'm going to keep surviving, because the alternative has been considered and has been found wanting.

"...Burn the land and boil the sea, you can't take the sky from me."


The verse I'm clinging to today:

James 4:8

Come near to God and He will come near to you.